Good morning!
obviously not morning but i feel great and i think mornings symbolize new beginings.
:)
so cute.. my kitty diana is stretchin and snugglin on my bed <3.
anyways! i think i focus waay too much on negative things. if you look at my diary, i always have some sort of problem, i'm always emotional and sad and the world is always crashing! lol.
sheesh. there are times when i hate the state of my life but i have a great life!
My marching band is soon coming to a close!! i cant wait till it ends i think. i havent had too much fun, mainly cuz i've been soo shy and socially awkward! it was a great experience tho, and i got tons of great pictures out of it!!! not to mention i've been on national TV like 3 or 4 times.
anyways, i am taking additional classes at a community college for ballet. yay! I want to take private lessons there for an instrument but i cant decide on ONE!
i want to learn guitar, piano and voice!
im not sooo inlove with guitar, but i have an acoustic from my aunt who passed away, and i have a pink electric guitar borrowed from church that i havent even touched! i hope to acquire a love for it? lol.
do you think i could handle all 3???
or is that too ambitious of me lol, i am an ambitious one...
i really want to move away! lol. i want to get a degree in english or journalism. i still think i should of moved away for college and gone to a dorm. sometimes i wish i could do what i want instead of waitin on God for what he wants.
but then i realize what he wants is what i want..
So i am no longer "boys get away from me" and i am not "boys come to me!" i am patiently waiting on God for my husband. :). but i really want to do sooo many things before i get married, and i'd love to have a boyfriend or 2 along the way! healthy relationships tho. ones who dont go into 2nd base.
i wanna travel or something, i love being spontaneous!!
well time is up and this is a verry sporadic entry that has no train of thought.
ballet time! i kind of dread ballet atm cuz i am no good at it!!!
-V
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